That’s it, I had enough, I am done, I am sick and tired of this toxic relationship I have, I have finished my unfinished business with you my dear PAST and I am breaking up with you my dear FUTURE! Good-bye, and NO, we cannot still be friends!
It’s you, not me…I mean it’s me, not you… hmmm. So I’d like to help you out. Now which way did you come in?
And yes I’m taking her with me, I AM, my mind is coming with me, no discussions about it!!
But my dear past I’m leaving you all my sorrows, and you can keep my regrets as well, you can even have my fears and nostalgia!
MR. Past I am also happy to leave you my mistakes, you can have them all, and keep them forever, I will only take memories, but don’t be upset if I won’t dwell on them … and even from that you can keep some!
As for you Mr. Future you were never there for me, but always promise to come, so I’m giving you all my expectations, and projections, I’m giving you my hopes, you can have all my plans, and my anxiety, and we are not friends anymore!
I have to break off. I’ve been seeing someone else and they told me I had to choose, so I’d like you to meet PRESENT…. your replacement!
I am in love with the Present and this is where I want to be and I take my mind with me, and my life is going to happen there as well!! And I vow to live fully in each moment because it will never happen ever again, never, never in all infinity, and I’ll love myself in it, in the very moment, and I will be the moment !
My days will not anymore be a bridge from the past to a “better” future, no more running from yesterday to tomorrow, no more crying for the vast past, no more fear for the infinite future!
Just here, just now, without understanding, without analyzing, without waiting for something else …just synchronizing my soul with life, and listening to her wonderful tune!!
The smell of my fresh washed hair, the taste of coffee in this morning, my husband kiss, now that’s life, and is amazing and it feels very, very good!
Much better than any promised future, and much better than any gone past!